My Testimony: Called, Carried, and Sent

I was called by God as a small child—over 60 years ago—to teach others about Jesus. I did not fully understand it then, but I knew His presence was real, and I knew my life would belong to Him.

A Life Marked by Both Loss and Grace

Through the years, my journey has been marked by both deep sorrow and undeniable grace.

I am the mother of three children—one daughter here with me, and twin boys I never got to hold. They were taken from me at 32 weeks in the womb due to circumstances beyond my control. That kind of loss changes you. It leaves a silence that only God can fill—and He did.

I have known fear in its most real form. I left my first marriage under the protection of a SWAT team, with my life hanging in the balance. I have known what it is to be held in danger, and I have known what it is to be delivered from it.

I have also known betrayal. My second marriage was built on deception, as my husband lived a double life for nine years. But even in that, God sustained me and showed me that my worth was never defined by the failures of others.

Strength Through Motherhood

I have known the weight and the beauty of motherhood—raising a daughter through difficult years, when she questioned everything, including me.

By God’s grace, I was able to guide her to stand on her own two feet and to place her trust first in Jesus above all else.

God’s Redemption

I have also known true love.

God, in His mercy, placed a faithful and loving husband in my life, and we have now walked together for 27 years. That love is a testimony in itself—proof that God restores what was broken.

A Season of Sacrifice

I stepped away from my work as an artist to care for my elderly parents as they passed in their 90s. It was my honor to return the love they had given me.

In those quiet, difficult days, I saw again what it means to serve with a full heart.

The Day Everything Changed

And then, there came a moment where everything changed.

I died.

On the floor of my bedroom, blood clots filled my lungs, and my heart stopped. In that moment, I met God in a way I cannot fully put into words.

I had known Him for over 50 years—but that day, I stood in His presence.

And He sent me back.

A Life Transformed

Since that day, my life has never been the same.

I do not create from the same place.
I do not speak from the same place.
I do not live for the same reasons.

My creative spirit now flows from the joy He gives me daily. I know without doubt that I was returned for a purpose.

My Calling

That purpose is this:

To tell others that Jesus is alive.
That He is risen.
That He is real.

I will forever sing His praises to all who will see and all who will listen.

My life is not my own—it is a testimony of His mercy, His power, and His love.

A Message of Hope

No matter what you have faced, no matter how deep the pain, there is hope.

I am living proof that God restores, redeems, and calls us back into purpose.

I was called.
I was carried.
And I was sent.

And I will spend the rest of my days telling the world about Him.